bloody rusty

alrighty. this is a bloody rusty blog.



i bet nobody bother reading it anyway.



this is the FIRST time i'm using my new laptop to blog...



hmmm... maybe cos i'm inspired to blog after i read jing's blog entrie. call me a copy cat if you want.



just updates basically, cos i don't feel like doing work so late at night, plus tomorrow is supposedly my free day.



but well, school's been bloody busy.

I feel so cheated cos the seniors always said that "uni life is gonna be better than jc life". even the teachers said so. and i naively believed. How can this be true, and how could i even make myself believe that it was even true in the first place? Perhaps it was a ploy by the teachers and seniors to make us look forward tp uni life/ the end of A-levels. But truly, they shouldnt' have lied. becasue expectations were well...



My og mates apparently say that I look like a walking zombie when i'm in school...



sigh. feel so away from everything when i'm in school. envy jing when she talks about her class and everything. here in my school, nobody takes the same mods this sem together. and the environment isn't exactly a good place to interact with friends. Just like my mum said, "team mates can be friends, but some friends can't be team mates". but all the projects here require "TeAMWORK". I find it so tiring to be socialising with so many different groups of people. Somehow the words s"ocial butterfly" come to my mind at this point in this post... and i thought i wasn't really that much one. never expected it to be like this.

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oh well emo period. that was like 1am last night. fell asleep typing it. need to do work now. SIGH.