my harnesses

Jing came over for lunch today. i cooked a super simple meal. but still considered a meal. haha. then we went to support the judo kias. First time seeing them play. And it was awesome. love pigda's stomping feet.

Then jing and I went to catch the latest hp movie. Felt the movie was alright. But perhaps its because i went in with super low expectaions, what with all the negative reviews people have been giving me about it. What i didn't like about it was that it was all becoming like a horror/thriller thing. The later hp movies no longer have the touch the first movie had - where it was something we could imagine about. Instead, its now darker, and the kind of sets and lightings used in the movie makes it worse.

In any case, i'm not here to talk about the movie in general, rather to talk about a part of the movie where i felt something which tickled an emotional nerve.

For those of us who have read the book or watched the movie, we all know that hp's 2 best frens H and R made up their minds to go with him in search of the materials required to finish his quest. Dangerous, yes, and definitely not happiest thing to volunteer for. And then i wonder, is this all too fantasy-like? WHICH of the people around me would be:

1) so supportive
2) willing to go through anything with me, including something which would be as dangerous as this?

in real life? That was what i was to emo about because the more i thought about it, the answer was becoming more and more obvious. Because sometimes, things can be so brutal in real-life, when you realise that some people are being hypocritical, that some people are not willing to risk it, that some people are just selfish, and that some people purposely say things to hurt you even though they say they don't mean it. Once or twice these things happen its alright. But when these things become repeated continuosuly, can't help but think if it is true that true friends don't exist.

Until i thought about what jing said last night about harnesses.

7/28/2009 12:03:06 AM jing shiqi challenge pole also can jump off, den just jump la.
7/28/2009 12:03:13 AM jing shiqi ur harness will be ur frens la. toot!

cool eh? must be the influence from doing camps. And i am less unassured.

Still standing on shaky ground though. and the feeling sucks.

Can't help but wonder if my imagination is running wildly crazy again.

So who wants to be part of my harness?

PS i'm super scared that jing's stomach probs today are my fault at cooking the chicken. :(