Monday, July 13, 2009

Withdrawal Symptons

This is gonna be my first post for the camp. Why so late? Because i just found a very good sentence/reasoninig behind what's been inside for very long. Thanks to sua who was talking to me about hhk's performance this year.

the same sentence/reasoning for camp is as follows:

you feel so lost after the whole event is over. Its as if your whole life once revolved around it, and then suddenly, it just all came to a stop and ended. It was a happy ending of course, with everyone celebrating, and everyone reflecting on the days with their buddies. But when u went home, all you could think about was:

how i wish it didn't need to end so quickly.

how i wish it could go on forever.

i feel so lost without anything to do.

so why couldn't it go on forever?

The feeling is exactly like that of reading a good book that you didn't want the ending to come. We used to call it withdrawal symptons after a yan chu - just like how sua said it. And it was funny how come i never thought of the aftermath of camp in this manner - withdrawal symptons.

Anyhow, sua said something which really struck home somehow.

"it's gd to have this feeling a lot in ur life... cuz it means that there are many happy moments in ur life that you wish can go on forever"

So true. So true.

I miss camp.

And i shall end this post here. Because its purpose is completed. (:

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